Brown Paper Packages Tied Up With String.

We were supposed to make each other stronger but instead we tore each other up

(Source: e-x-c-u-s-e-s)

pricksatmywindow:

at my funeral when they’re lowering me into the ground i demand they play drop it like its hot

(via eamontheranga)

In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

(Source: timorleste, via cosmic-creeper)

Anonymous asked: 1,8,16,24

1. the person i like and why.

hahah surprise surprise, I’m sure anyone who knows me could guess. because he’s my soulmate. fair and square. it was all just too perfect. because he was nice, and funny and charming and confident. because through from where our relationship started to before it got shit, he changed into such a man i was proud to call my boyfriend. a thoughtful, kind, gentle man, that was different from the cocky, smartass boy i first fell i love with. because our families become one big one where his dad basically became the father figure for me and my brothers were his brothers. his grandparents accepted me more than their actual grandchildren. because whether we were sleeping, playing xbox, watching a movie, on a date, having sex or even not together i felt so safe and comforted knowing he was mine and i was his and i was loved. because at the end of the night, going home to bed with him made me feel more happy and excited and appealed to me more than random sex or ‘the excitement’ of a stranger. because for a year and half, i always woke up to kisses on the forehead, i always felt loved, it was fun, it was real. but now the boy i love is a real cunt and i don’t know why i keep loving him when he forgot about me months ago.

8. my last night out in detail.

last night<3 spent my night tumbling and watching Skins until i decided i should get ready. i got Atticus and let him run around my clean room while i did my make up for about an hour until alan called and said they were almost in frankston. so i got dressed called a cab and left for daveys. in the cab we were talking about how much he earns and how i don’t earn enough so he said he wouldn’t charge me haha but i gave him $10 cause he was great. met up with alan and sharni then got to daveys. a lovely night of friends, friends from school, friends from coz, friends from other schools. went to maccas and waited 20 minutes for my meal before realising alan had started to eat mine. eating maccas. parting ways and waiting in the taxi line, about to get in one before alan and sharni pull up in another cab and pick me up. get home to a clean from and jump into bed. it sounds like a boring night but i had so much fun.

16. a drunken story.

one night early in our relationship, and when billys best friend was cal steele, we spent the night at his house with sarah doubleday (we were the best foursome of friends back in the day) and we just played Kings Cup for as long as i remember. we went through 2 bottles of vodka and whatever else was on offer. that was the first night i hooked up with sarah, wasn’t the last either ;) after we were all beyond smashed we wanted maccas. mind you it was a half hour walk and it took us about an hour. me and sarah still had our school uniforms on so there were were, stumbling through the  maccas carpark trying to get food, but it wasn’t open at that time. we ran into Gab which was the most random thing. so we trekked what should’ve been about 40 minutes to billys, i remember running ahead and crying whith cal about our depression in some random driveway and  was piggybacked a  lot of the way. and i was so smashed that i threw up n the garage, so i was placed outside the cougar room. lying on the driveway, at the exact moment i decided to throw up, billys parents drove up the driveway and i was caught like a deer in the headlights so i bolted inside and hid for the rest of the night. and when i say hid, i mean passed out. but it always makes me laugh to think of how close we were all that night and how drunk we were.

24. someone i’d like to be for a day and why

id like to travel into the future to see what I’m like and be future me for a day. if i liked it, id be excited for my future and know i turn out ok. if i didn’t, i could try and make better decisions and think harder about my consequences.,